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Enough of this "Saree-fication" !!

I encounter women, with their judging eyes, almost everyday ! scanning me head to toe for symbols like Sindoor, Bengals.. mangalsootra !! (  which, by the way,  i avoid wearing just because they make me feel so itchy and uncomfortable) ... and I fail them everyday in their efforts of making me understand the glory  and the divinity  behind "lowered eyes", "soft words" ...the whole " saree-fication" of a married female in our country ! ...and I can literally see the terror in their eyes of KALIYUG at their doors !!          I encounter educated ( allow me to say pseudo-educated) men, scared as hell, watching their whole " sabhyata"  being shattered down,  just because of my dressing-sense and my behavior.          How potent i am ! an average moody girl ! that I have a whole culture dependent on my jeans ! Jokes apart ! It pains me to realize, how shallow a particular "culture/faith/religion" must be, that generations after generation

Be ecstatic for a change !

There are times when I feel, I Don't fit in the social structure of phenomenon... times when I feel, I am an animal...a wild animal trapped inside this Body! who just wants to rip apart everything in sight... decency, morality, femininity, culture, grammar... and most of all rip apart this female body and come out !!         I want to roar and shout "Shut up !!!"  ...         I want to be ecstatic for a change !